平常心

想拥有的不一定是能得到的
所拥有的不一定就是最完美的
人心本贪与恶
如果没有贪与恶， 就不会有神和法律

天主说：“ Love those who dislike me, Pray for those who curse me "

世间能有几个圣人， 平常心去面对就好.

歌曲: 平常心
歌手: 张惠美
专辑: 我要快了

街道静的刺耳
夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗 平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着
找得到前些年
的快乐只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可

Life sucks

What is happiness? Feeling stressful for some time. Is it a bliss to be in a relationship. My answer is no. I still do not feel that i can ever trust anyone in this world except myself, it's so hard for me to see any future given some thorns looming around. there is this big " I DON"T KNOW" in my mind and "DON'T ASK ME WHY". i'm rather sick of WHY? WHY? WHY? There is still lack of some essences such as "谅解，信任，宽容，接受。Before these puzzles are solved, i doubt about the future. No compliance in views can spell disasters to come. These differences are making me sick and pissed off.

One can say love me, do all sorts of things to please....blah blah. But one no compliance with his views, leading to different reactions and blowing up of temper. This really scares me off like angel to devil. Feeling like living on land mines. everything i do is an exam. Things done not really appreciated or seen or felt. Do i need to announce what i do?

Asking myself, am i that hopelessly ignorant, tactless, unconcern....maybe yes.....
I've been trained in life experiences that good people are not suppose to have good blessing. Life sucks. DAMN GOD keep playing tricks on my life. Claim me if u think I'm not fit to be in this world. Living is damn damn damn.....sucks

好景不长在，我选择爱自己多一些， 外面的世界好可怕


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