What is happiness? Feeling stressful for some time. Is it a bliss to be in a relationship. My answer is no. I still do not feel that i can ever trust anyone in this world except myself, it's so hard for me to see any future given some thorns looming around. there is this big " I DON"T KNOW" in my mind and "DON'T ASK ME WHY". i'm rather sick of WHY? WHY? WHY? There is still lack of some essences such as "谅解，信任，宽容，接受。Before these puzzles are solved, i doubt about the future. No compliance in views can spell disasters to come. These differences are making me sick and pissed off.
One can say love me, do all sorts of things to please....blah blah. But one no compliance with his views, leading to different reactions and blowing up of temper. This really scares me off like angel to devil. Feeling like living on land mines. everything i do is an exam. Things done not really appreciated or seen or felt. Do i need to announce what i do?
Asking myself, am i that hopelessly ignorant, tactless, unconcern....maybe yes.....
I've been trained in life experiences that good people are not suppose to have good blessing. Life sucks. DAMN GOD keep playing tricks on my life. Claim me if u think I'm not fit to be in this world. Living is damn damn damn.....sucks
好景不长在，我选择爱自己多一些， 外面的世界好可怕
魔仙子
2 comments:
Ello girl... how are u doing eh??? dun think too much ba.. things will go as it is, u stress so much also no use de... =) if u've done ur best, then there's nth to fear you see... =) *huGgIes*
be contented and mayb u will find happiness in contentment. give and take is the way to kip a r/p. Trust is built with time. Acceptance takes time. Forgiveness requires generiousity of heart. Life sucks coz of the way you view this world. Take things lightly, be optimistic, love urself and learn to love pple ard u and life will b happier. :)
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