Am I Wrong?

Recently dear spend quite a lot on me....buying me things from food to hp accessories. It's nice to receive gifts but i'm worried that he's over spending. i think he's angry that i transferred the $ back to him....still wondering did i do the right thing or am i dissappointing him for his efforts done......:-( i also feel sad when i received his message and sms.

As i do not come from well to do background, i always tell myself to work hard for the things i want to own and not to depend on anyone. If i can't afford that things i want i will save up $ slowly to buy instead to ask parents or anyone to buy for me. In my daily life i seldom receive things, gifts or even ask for help. Maybe because there's rarely celebration of festivals or occassions in my home and not even my birthday.....i can't even remember my latest birthday celebrated with my family. i prefer to earn for the things i need and always remind myself that i must not over spend and become "月光族". Still remember my home economic lesson on "Need" and "Wants", really helps alot in stopping myself from over spending.
我真的害怕会宠坏......

Alone

There are so many changes within my life for the past weeks, something consider abnormal for me, as my life is damn plain. Suddenly so many people come forward to look for me, like old pals, chilhod friends and even 2 strangers i met while sitting on the bench at JP. Is it GOD playing a trick on me or am i still dreaming in my dream?
work quite busy recently. Senior just quarrel with my boss, cold war now. y is my life so abnormal now. There's time i just wanna be alone sometime, time of my own. It's not that i dislike anybody....just that feel that my life need some tidying up.

白月光

彩色的我

我是真的

讓我忘記你的臉