命运作弄人

最经跟他来往很平密
不知道是有缘还是命运作弄人
不知道是不是我多心了还是他的关心超越了朋友
可能是我胡思乱想
可能在他的眼里我只是一个小妹
他的言语中有一些些明示
听了之后我整晚翻来覆去在分析他说的话
我也不断的在询问自己
很想坦诚面对我们之间
不想在猜疑矛盾中
不想再次让缘分插肩而过
如果是我多疑了就让我继续我之前所规划的未来吧
不想再徘徊在没结果的猜疑, 忘了他

Life is short

On monday when i was at the pantry waiting for my turn to wash my water bottle. A colleague from production dept came in to collect his uniform from the store-room in the pantry. While collecting, he chats with another colleague. As the chat i joint in too, because i heard a very unexpected news from him. An ex-colleage has passed away due to throat cancer. She quit her job about 2 years during my probation period. She was in her early 30s and she said that she quitting to start a business of her own. After she quit, she actually came back to visit us once. She was nice and responsible person. She just gave birth to a son just before she died. She discovered her cancer during her routine preganancy check-ups. Her doctor took some cell sample from her unhealed wound in her mouth to do testing and found out that she got throat cancer. She made her decision to keep her child and eventually has to go for an emergency operation to take her baby out premature. She died not long after that. i'm not sure whether she has seen her child or not. but feel very touched by her motherly love for her child.She actually gave up her life for her child.

On fri, another friend told me that a sec sch classmate has got intestine cancer. Although we are not close, but felt worry for her too....coincidently we got the same D.O.B......but her close friend said that we are quite different in characters.....wonder how will it be like if she and i are close friends. heard that's she will be having an operation on monday, hope that she will win the battle. Maybe visiting her soon, i may not be her close friend but hope that a distant care do help her to fight her battle with cancer. hope that it's not to late to get to know a friend again.

In less than 1 month, 3 deaths and illness news has seems to loom around me....just hope that GOD Bless them dead or alive.......Bad Luck GoGoGo AWAY....ssshoooo~

爱如潮水

Shopping

today went to a warehouse sale near my workplace just across the street. i bought 4 blosters, 1 slipper & 1 winnie the phooh, which are all authentic products. heard from George that a company which sold these products has closed down and was clearing their stock at the warehouse. blosters going at $3 each, miffy's slipper at $3 & winnie the phooh at $2 only. All these would have cost me at least $100 if i bought them at shops. i bought these for my niece & nephew and jiawen & jiajing....but too bad never buy any for myself, it's too heavy filling up 2 huge shopping bags. On the way home strangers stared at me with curious look and kids looked with envy....haha.....if the sale is still on i wanna go shopping again.... there's a huge mashimoro there but too bad, it's too heavy and need at least 2 persons to carry and i don't think i got that space in my home.

George drove me there and carried back 2 bags with him and this was his 3rd or 4th trip already. He almost look like santa claus, all items were snapped up within minutes. when i left my company, GM just came by and saw me...surprise and wondering where did i get these...hahaha

at the bus-stop i called ah ling jie jie. she is currently in hospital now and is about to give birth...hohoho...nephew just in time for the things i just bought for them.....wanna visit them this weekend......so excited