Why

Why humans are so evil. Why do people like to make use of each other, get close to or say praises to people with evil intention. Why can't human be simple. Human are all so hypocrite.
Doubting, Ploting, Scheming , Gossiping, Slandering, Lying, Betraying,
If there's God, please help to brain wash these evil thoughts. God please stop me from turning evil one day. Please do not give me something and yet snatch precious things from me, i rather that i never gain any.
i rather destroy the future than being snatch away what i already have. so don't try to test my patience, i'll turn evil.
Luckily evil still under control, thanks to Buddah Teachings which i've read from a book, though i don't have any faith yet. Hope that i will find my faith one day, be it any religion with no evil. but firstly i've to verify it's facts and differences.

Buddhism Metta Chant: Om Mani Padme Hum

想起你了

想起你了. 常见你上网,有时好想跟您交谈, 又不知要如何开口. 有一种熟悉又很陌生的感觉. 就像当初我写的歌一样

陌生的起点 是不是种逃避........
过度的冷静 感情的淡去................
也许简单的友情会容易许多......

残 酷的事实.....我们还是朋友吗? 在朋友的聚会中, 仿佛还是朋友, 偶尔还会闲聊. 有一次聚会, 聊着聊着, 在说着笑话时, 你突然轻轻的拍了一下我的肩膀, 就像平常老友的举动班. 可是偶而SMS您的时候, 你却没回复, 是太忙或早已恨下心把我忘了, 也许是自食其果吧.

当 初认识您时, 并没留亿过你,可能你就是那么不起眼的类型吧. 过后的交谈, 也慢慢地熟落了, 对你的印象还不错. 可惜面对着生活与课业的压力. ...还是选者了放弃. 那天边写这着简讯, 还流着泪, 发出了又后悔,甚至把您的简讯大部分都删除了,你也一定很伤心吧.....我一直很气自己, 也很气你, 为什么你不敢走向前来亲口对我说 '你喜欢我' , 也许这一辈子都不会从你的口中听见了吧.

也许你不会记得我, 但是偶尔还是会想起你, 那段短占却美好的回忆. 希望你快乐就好.